http://www.singaporekopitiam.sg/halloween/voting_page/voting_page.php
look for ivy and suzanne’s videos… and vote leh. haha. its really very drama. see coach i did my part. and i imagine that’s what she’ll sound like if she sees a lizard.
i’m so screwed for a levels………………… but i wrote this 心静 thing just now and it made me feel a bit better. dunno. haha.
i stumbled upon this….. LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!!!!!!
i dont know if can read, but under best sportswoman, it says MS LOO (of course her name lah)…
TWICE!!!!!!!!!
msloo:)
and yes of course it also says hongying haha.
i do want to know what it was that was left unsaid. sure it was some time ago and sure i didn’t want to hear it then, but… i dunno. not like the curiosity’s burning or eating away at me bu ti’m pretty sure it’s rather …. either intriguing or i just wanna know for kicks. maybe i’d have gotten behind the secret of “open”, or maybe it was that…i dunno…. on second thought why would i ever want to speak to you again.
do you think it’s different every time? i don’t know leh. every time it feels like it’s something new, something different, a change, but probably it isn’t fair to try and compare because it’s always not the same. maybe only generally. can always say, i think i’m happier now. to some extent maybe it’s true but it really isn’t too… i don’t know, appropriate, to compare. the circumstances are always different and i’m always (to some extent) different.
so a’s are a weekend away and i don’t know what i’m still doing here. it’s insane and surreal and terrifying and i don’t know how to describe. i’ve never been so stressed in my life yet i don’t feel like i’m stressed enough. and everyone is saying they can’t ever study enough. yeah, true.
argh i can’t wait for this to be over. till then… i want to say push on, but i’m tired. but anyhow.
i’m quite resigned to what i think will be. i mean, my long term future. haha. sigh. oh well. never mind lah huh jiaomei. :( i think i’ll find happiness in my everyday in any case. somehow. haha.
every day that i think i know you, i don’t. i still don’t. but it’s okay because i enjoy the process.
Don’t you think the harder it is to get something or prove something the harder you’ll try. Dunno. Just to prove myself right. Not that it’s a foolproof thing but never hurts to try as long as I know when enough is enough. Like, august, may.. December.
then i suppose i don’t mind too :)
it’s just something i’ve to get used to and yet another shove towards jadedness.
i just watched this funny video, strange all the things i miss.
forgive this nerd but i am a cosine curve.
haha yah yah socks i can talk to u in damn anyhow english or cheem also u won’t laugh at me for using either :D or that i’m a history nerd EH EH I NEED TO STUDY HISTORY LAH :((((((((( all i’ve been doing is maths i want to PUKE! my dad rides bike what neBer tell u before meh? my title not toot lor please hahaha this one might be though ahahha :D
but thanks for not acting up and giving me a hard time about it. i recognise it and cherish you even more now although you won’t know it…or might not know it.
actually why do you even want to bother with someone like me? i don’t bring you any benefit in fact i am only a liability.
i cut my hair today. doesnt really look much different but that wasn’t the reason for my cutting it. shorter, lighter, better.
haha hi melissa, thank u for your sweet comment! :) yeah the throwing process does bring back nostalgia and all right. makes me reflect in some strange way.
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